Started chemo/rad this week. today is Friday started chemo on Monday. Started me on Mitomycin and 5FU. No more chemo for 3 weeks then start same regime again 4th week. Radiation for 5 more weeks, 5 days a week. So far just slight pain from radiation, but chemo makes me feel nauseous and no energy. Nausea not that bad when taking Zofran. Some say might lose some or all of my hair within 13 days of first chemo treatment. May not lose any, I hope. Still taking vitamins, but not Cesium Chloride. I sometimes wonder if I would have kept taking the Cesium would it have cured it? Just didnt feel I had the time to find out. I have began eating less veggies, just is not appealing to me at all. Eating more fruits, also some more foods I probably shouldn’t like the fries and ice cream cone I had today. But overall I’m still eating healthier than ever. I realized the other day as I was driving to pick up my mom of why God allowed me to get anal cancer. I truly believe that God uses the evil things for his glory. What Satan meant for evil, God will use for good. Perhaps I can reach others with the love of God in Christ Jesus through my mistakes. Thats redeeming love. I love that. Its just like God. He is so good. He saved me while I was yet a sinner, and redeemed me from my sinful nature.
Romans 5:8 But God demonstrates his own love toward us in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.