Went to Moffitt Cancer Center yesterday. Said tumor had grown. Now have decided to go through chemo/rad. 5 week chemo regime and 6 week radiation. . I’m bummed. So thought the Cesium Chloride was working. I’ve read where if the Cesium Chloride doesn’t work on a certain dosage than it needs to be increased. Not going to do that at this point. Plan on continuing certain vitamins and Badmaev 269 which helps my immune system. Will continue on my semi vegan diet, but not as strict. For instance I haven’t had a cup of coffee in 3 months and this morning I am having one, organic and caffeine free, however. Not always going to do this frequently, just occasionally. Pretty angry right now. Didn’t want to do chemo radiation. Apparently God has different plans for me. Wants me to learn something from this.I have a feeling that it has something to do with control. I think that with me doing the Cesium, I felt in control. With the chemo/rad I don’t have it. I guess, I’m learning that I’m not in control, he is.
1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him, for he careth for you.